just saw one color of my rainbow!!!

23 08 2011

Yey! I think I just saw one color of my rainbow! I have just received an email informing me that I am a passer in the recently conducted certified PM process exam. Woohoo!!! That means I don’t have to retake the training sessions and the exam.. 🙂 A big pat on the back for me! 😉

So one color’s out.. I hope to see my full-blown “rainbow after the storm” real soon! Hehe..





Someone Like You

22 08 2011

artist: Adele

I heard that you’re settled down.
That you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited.
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don’t forget me, I begged, I remember you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You’d know how the time flies.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summer haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over yet.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”, yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

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Chords: Adele – Someone Like you – Chords.txt





If I Thought You’d Ever Change Your Mind

22 08 2011

artist: Agnetha Faltskog

I would bring you flowers in the morning
Wild roses as the sun begins to shine
Sweet perfume in tiny jeweled caskets
If I thought you’d ever change your mind

I would take you where the music’s sweetest
And feed you winter fruits and summer wine
Show you things you’ve only read in story books
If I thought you’d ever change your mind

I would bring you happiness
Wrapped up in a box and tied with a yellow bow
I would bring you summer rain and rainbow skies to make your garden grow
And in the winter snow my songs would keep you from the cold

But what use of flowers in the morning
When the garden they should grow in is not mine
And what use is sunshine if I’m crying
And my falling tears are mingled with the wine

I would bring you happiness
Wrapped up in a box and tied with a yellow bow
I would bring you rainbow skies
And summer rain to make your garden grow
And in the winter snow, my songs would keep you from the cold

I would bring you flowers in the morning
Wild roses when the sun begins to shine
Winter fruits and summer wine
Sweet perfume and columbine
If I thought you’d ever change your mind
If I thought you’d ever change your mind





when it rains, it STORMS!

20 08 2011

It has been one bad news after another for me.. I can’t even begin to tell you how utterly depressed I am.

All my friends say I deserve to be happy. Too bad fate doesn’t seem to think the same way. Either fate is all set up to oppose my idea of happiness, or I have a tendency to make the most foolish choices. *sigh* It really gets emotionally tiring at times to know that you always come prepared for the rain — umbrella and raincoat stowed away in your bag — only to find yourself caught in an “all-hell-broke-loose” storm.

Surely I have my own rainbow somewhere, right? I have to still believe that.. Otherwise, I’m not quite sure how to get on with what’s left of my life. 😦





these made me cry…

8 08 2011

I’m feeling melancholic today.. Since yesterday, actually. And to add fuel to the fire, I browsed through youtube looking for Disney songs/scenes that made me cry. *sniff*

1. Somewhere Out There – An American Tail (Fievel & Tanya duet)

2. When She Loved Me – Toy Story (Sarah McLachlan)

3. Goodbye May Seem Forever – The Fox and the Hound

4. Baby Mine – Dumbo

5. Your Hear will Lead You Home – The Tigger Movie (Kenny Loggins)





i’m sorry

25 05 2011

I’m sorry for all the heartaches
I didn’t mean you any harm
I’m sorry for all the sadness
Your entire being can’t overcome

I’m sorry for breaking your heart
It’s impossible to pick up each piece
I’m sorry for wounding your soul
Left you broken and in tears

I’m sorry I robbed you of love
No one ever deserves that
I’m sorry I made you lose hope
That time will heal your aching heart

I’m sorry if you now feel lost
Floating, hovering over something long gone
And I’m sorry if sorry’s just not enough
For you to find your way back home





what’s wrong?

26 04 2011

I’ve been puzzled by this sort of cold that I have for the past 4 months. Well, I don’t have a runny nose or any of those common cold symptoms. What I do have is a nasal-sounding voice, much like when you have a clogged nose. But really I don’t, I just sound like I do. Which is weird.

This all started when I got sick last December 24, 2010. I had cough and colds then, and the usual flu-like feeling. I was well after a few days, except that I never got my old normal-sounding voice back. 😦 Which sucks big time! Couldn’t even sing anymore without sounding all nasal and without my voice getting all hoarse and croaky.

I consulted an ENT. He looked up my nose and tried to see if I had growths/cysts/whatever. He didn’t find any so he decided to just give me antihistamines for my allergic rhinitis, and a nasal spray which I was prescribed to use twice a day for 2 weeks. Unfortunately, it didn’t really cure my seemingly clogged nose. 😦 I did stop having my morning sneezes, but honestly, I would have liked to keep my allergic rhinitis and not my “clogged nose syndrome”. At least my allergies only happened in the mornings and it always goes away after a few hours.

What’s more depressing is that I couldn’t seem to find out what this thing is! Even my being a gifted googler doesn’t seem to help. *sigh*

Is there anybody out there who has the answer? Help? 😦